You don't like I hang out with my male friends, so I didn't.

You don't like I go clubbing, so I didn't.

You don't like I join those party which have a lot of people[especially guys], so I didn't.

Why you don't let me do all these?

You're caring me, I know. And I'm caring you as well, aren't I?

I don't like you do what you don't let me to do as well!

I worried that I will lost you. I scared you will leave me cause of another girl.

I'm a insecure girlfriend, might be I was lack of confidence.

Today is 19.JULY.2009

it's been 9 months we being together.

And I don't hope it will be the last 19th of us.

I love you, I don't want to quarrel with you, I don't want to lost you..

but I don't know how to tell you all these..

sorry..