Argued so badly with baby last night, almost lose my voice today -.-
Very time the same,
chatting happily > talked about sth > argue > silent > cut the hp off > silent > apologised after some time.
Isn't every couple doing the same things as us?
Seriously, I perceived that I lost some friends after I coupled with him, and of course, baby as well.
He argued with some of his friends, cause some problem.. might me my fault?
And I'd seldom hang out with my "boy" friends after we coupled.
Perhaps this is the sacrifice that we made for our love.
Will you regret? I can tell you definitely that i wouldn't be regret about what i'm doing now.
I'd satisfied with my choice, you're my best choice, baby! (:
Btw, I miss my darling Jean so damn much!
It's been a while we met since... forgotten. ahaha.
I viewed back my previous post just now, and I saw the posts we've been outings together.
Miss you sial, my lovely baby girl! aha :D
Alright, I saw a news yesterday.
It's about an Englishman, he reserved a whole cinema then brought his gf to there and broadcast a video that made by himself. In the video, he made an offer of marriage to the girl, and of course, the girl was accepted it.
If me, I will crying for a century! lol.
Baby, will you do this for me someday?

CHUN!

Look at this! Darn. It do really laughed my ass off! XD
They exchanged their school uniforms.
Look at the guy with the light blue hair band. CUTEEE! ahaha.
Seriously, i like this pic so muchie (:
Alright, i've doing some exercise plus restricting my diet start on this Monday.
But i still can't control myself don't to touch those snacks or oily foods at all.
I ate some cheese cake, potato chips and fried eggs. =X
If baby say that he will gimme rm100 when i took off 3kg of my weight, then I will.
ahaha. Yeah yeah, I'm a money-minded girl.
My boy know that but, he does not care about it.
That's why i love him so damn much! heee ♥
Today Kuo Wei brought Jun er a hearty breakfast, again.
It's so sweet. I jealous. But, i know..
Baby couldn't make it, cause we're in different school.
I wouldn't care it baby, and i'll do it for you next time. Want? :D
Well, I got sick last Saturday, so the plan was called off.
Suppose to make up for it on this Saturday.
Seems like long time never hang out with my friends, and baby too :(
He is so busy. So, i'll drag him to accompany me shopping for a whole day, without a break. aha!

yay!

Hey people! I was recoverd. God blessed! aha. Alright, last Friday I bluffed my friends that I was pregnant. I just kidding and I thought they would know. But then they asked me a lot of questions with a fucking serious look. So.. I teruskan cerita I je lah~ ahaha. Luckily never get beat by them today. lol. Well, i've my weight loss plan, again. I'm so serious this time, I think? haha. Enna, I'll try to do it as i can. Teehee =]. I've a best friend, i know it since i was from 2 i guess. It is Ms.Fat Tummy, i'd feel that she is harmful for me these day. So I decide to slipt up with her, ahuh! Go away, go away~ Syuuu. Alright, I dreamed a super duper handsome guy last night, he hold my hand and hug me, looked into my eyes... and then..... Darn! my mom came to my room and destroy my sweet dream. Urghhhhh! sigh. What to do? my mom what. Chill -.-

ill.

Oh my goshh.. I got sick these days. Have to take 7 grain of medicine once, meant 1 day gonna take 21 grain of medicine! What the heck.. I hate it, I hate the word "Antibiotic". Urrgghhhh! Some more, the doctor told me, if the medicine doesn't work, then gotta send me to hospital. Pray for me, people! ~_~ huuu..Never go to school today, and I was absent from my tuition class today, again. Perhaps the tutor might thought that I'm a lazy girl. Yeah, absolutely I am. == I'm sorry teacher, pardon me. Btw, Mr.Leong Wei Seng was going to cc while I'm as sick as a pretty dog. urghhh~ mou leong sum ah~~ T_T

Okay well, I'd trust you deeply now. Since I love you so much, so you can't betray me! If you betrayed me.. ngek ngek ngek..you will be.....NOTHING. ahaha. Well well well, it's been a while I mentioned my sweetie darling Jean here. I do miss her so damn much, you know?! I don't know. Well -.- I'm waiting for the coming hols[on Aug]. I gonna meet her in the coming hols. She is very special for me, i think? lol. She doesn't have a sis, so that she treated me as her lil sis. She always tell me, "Wait I got a car first, then I can bring you go out, no need worry about the transport" ahahha. We just know for 1 or 2 years, but feels like a long-standing friendship. I'd cherish you, and all my best friends, too. So..do you? Anyway, ILOVEYOU, Jean. :D Alright, I got sore throat these day, it do killing me so badly. Anyone can help?

You don't like I hang out with my male friends, so I didn't.

You don't like I go clubbing, so I didn't.

You don't like I join those party which have a lot of people[especially guys], so I didn't.

Why you don't let me do all these?

You're caring me, I know. And I'm caring you as well, aren't I?

I don't like you do what you don't let me to do as well!

I worried that I will lost you. I scared you will leave me cause of another girl.

I'm a insecure girlfriend, might be I was lack of confidence.

Today is 19.JULY.2009

it's been 9 months we being together.

And I don't hope it will be the last 19th of us.

I love you, I don't want to quarrel with you, I don't want to lost you..

but I don't know how to tell you all these..

sorry..

One Utama @ 18th.JULY.2009

Outings with my schoolmates today, again. I don't really make up when I'm outings with them usually.Alright, We got there so early. Went ahead for the movie, Harry Potter And The Half-blood Prince. I like it! Even I haven't seen the Harry potter 1,2,3... Btw, the movie is so awesome! Go watch! :D

Having our lunch at Sushi King after movie.

The girl with white shirt was Yan Yee, and the black shirt one would be Niko.

Niko do look so sweet, kind and tiny-.- aha.

After taken our lunch, shopping session! yay. But I just bought a pair of shoe. Cause I have not much money to go for shopping anymore. ish. Well well well, guess what? I bought it again! Yeah, my fav! panda panda panda. Woohoo~ aha :D

Alright, something happened just now. It might be my fault? So yeah, I'd said sorry to her. I'm not used to say sorry to anyone when I did something wrong, even my mom too. I would say sorry to the one I'd cherish. So.. get what I meant?

When a girl was born,

The God will send an angel of tears to protect them.

When the girl spilled out the first drop of tear for the one she love best in life,

The angel of tear will leave them silently.

Because the girl need not the care of the angel anymore.

She had another better angel that would protect her last forever.

Pui Ling.

&

Wei Seng.

Argued for some minor things with my mom yesterday.. about the soup? She scolded me kao kao so I dragged my sis to the nearby mamak for my dinner. Don't want to eat what she cooked! Poured out my fury to my sis while eating. Poor her. LOL. Got Wei Jie's call after foot the bill, *luckily* ahaha kidding la. Alright, he came at the right time! Cause I'm arguing with my mom, don't feel like go home so early. Chatted with him around 1 hour. I like to talked to him, manyak funny. lol. Actually I did something that pissed my dad off yesterday. But today, everything seems okay. Just like nothing happened. It's good. aha! :D Well, I'd really hate school a lot! It's so boring. Everyday just doing the same things. Latihan, latihan, latihan...Ujian, ujian, ujian. Urgghhhh!

One Utama @ 11&12 JULY 2009.

Outings with the couple[Trista & her bf] and my baby today. Trista and I go ahead around 12. Did some shopping then taken our breakfast at Sushi King. One of my fav! ;)

Met our ws around 4. My bf call Wei Seng, and her bf call Wee Sean, so we used to say our ws. LOL. Well, four of us went to Honeymoon for yum cha session after the movie, Obsessed. (:

Going back to baby's home around 7. The lil annoyer came to our room and disturbed us before we hit the sack. lol :D

Went for breakfast with baby's family in the morning. Ate dim sum. ILOVEIT!

Camwhoring in the car. :D

I look so damn fat in this pic. I uploaded this because Moon moon is the one who took this pic. :D

See. Auntie and uncle look so sweet! (:

Went to Digital mall & Carrefour after breakfast. See, this lil girl like to pose even in a trolley -.=T ahaha. Cuteeee, btw! :D

Baby's sis.

Bought my fav biscuit yesterday! woohoo~

Bought a kitty pocky and a lunch box, too. :D

Got home around 3 just now. Feel so exhausted. Gonna take a nap soon. Ciao! ;)

Future.

Wooo~ Finally! My pc disconnected for almost 2 or 3 days. It's like.. feel like dying soon. sigh. Oh well, I am absent on Thursday. Kinda regret, cause I've nothing to do at home as well. And I didn't go to my tuition class just now. I'm such a lazy peggie. Heee. So, just watching tv at home. Well well well, for the people who are in the age 15-17, do you think about your future? I meant your future career. For the people who are 15 and below, please think carefully before you make the decision. Don't like me, I'm interested in art, but i'm choosing pure science. I feel damn regret because what am I doing now is just wasting my time. Doing something that useless, that I needn't. So yeah, I had chosen pure science now, so jangan cakap banyak banyak lagi -.- Alright, perhaps I'm wasting 2 years in secondary school, so I'd make a right decision afterward. The problem is.. I don't know what course i'm gonna to take after SPM. Graphic designer? or Make up artist? I'm interested in art, but then I'm a impatient people. If I choose graphic? I worried that i'll fall by the way. If make up artist? I'm used to make up for myself, i never make up for the others. So..that's the problem. =x

05.JULY.2009 @ Sunway Pyramid.

Mr.Leong Wei Seng is going to cc today. I've been told him that I don't like he go there but, he is used to go in one year and out the other. So what else can I say? But when I'm thinking back, it's just nothing for me. I doesn't get any beating at all. Just like.. girls love shopping and boys/guys love cc. So.. its okay. [I just say it's okay, i'm not encouraging you to go there hmm?!!] Alright, back to my topic. Outings with Trista today, it's been a while I meet her. LOL. cause she's always ffk me, that's why -.- Well, watched the movie, Ice age 3. It's so damn funny, cute and sweet!! I loveee it! :D After movie, just did some shopping then ciao around 8. Bought McD for my dinner (: I'm loving it! ;)

I bought this! so cute right? yeah, I know. ahaha. I'm looking for a cute lunch box? any suggestion?

Suppose to meet him today but, he's busying with his carnival tomorrow. So yeah, he will just neglect me for a whole day, i think. We were hogging on the phone just now. I knew that he's been so busy in these day. So suppose to meet him next week but, the answer he gave me was like.. "I'm free, i guess." I might be the one who used to think too much that unbenefited. I'd feel that he was disinclined to go out with me. So it's okay, I'll not ask you to go out with me anymore. Yeah, I'm so childish! So what? lol.

It's freaking 2.30 now, and I got up around 2 due to diarrhea. watthehack -.=T. So now I am struggling to hang on until 6 plus then go to school directly. ish. Gonna to take my report card later. At first, I am still worrying about my mom will get heart attack after saw my result but now, I am totally don't care about it, cause my mom will not going, she's NOT FREE! and my dad gotta work. muahahahaah. Hey people! any plan for this weekend? Don't feel like want to stay at home, it's terrible! Well well well, so.. what can I do now? any suggestion?
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Went to ching moon's home with yan yee afterward. Her family went back to Ipoh, so just we 3 girls stay at home. As you know, I got up at 2 plus today. So yeah, I'm tired like hell! Suppose to take a nap but then suddenly black-out! WTH! Tried to find something to eat but it just leave some cup and instant noodles. Since I don't really know to cook, so I had chosen the cup noodles, easy and fast. aha! Went to Shi kai's house at noon, cause they have a tuition class at there. It's been a while i saw Shi Xin. She's soooo cute! ;) hmmm I'd lazy to write the rest. So ciao! (:

It's just a vain post. Feel like want to blog but, seems like nothing to write about. Hmm okay, let's start it!

✤Friendship of us is fadding.

✤Ms.Tan Ching Moon got fever. *H1N1? @.@*

✤Ate a lot just now -.=T

✤I hate PBSM! >.<

✤Getting stranger with baby these day, hope can meet him asap, if not...

✤Don't feel like want to stay at home in the weekend!

✤Wanna watch Transformer & Ice age 3! [3D]

✤My cerpen have not done yet. Dying Soon! x.x

✤Miss my darling Jean so darn much!

✤Moral project have not done yet, too! OMG.

✤Should go on diet SOON. ahaha

✤Pizza? Sushi? McD? KFC? Domino? Chicken chop? Buffet? Oh my goshhhh, STOP IT please!

✤Feel like something to buy, clothes? stationery? shoes? $$$$$$ [=.=]

Enough la. Stop here. Ciao~ Teehee! =]