We have buried the hatchet.
They made an apologize to me.
Since we still left about 3 months can be together, so I don't think I should let it pass just like that.
The only one girl which never talk to me yet.
She said she don't dare to talk to me. lol.
She said that she cried when she saw my latest post.
Why you cried? Cause you think that I will not treat you as friend anymore.
So am I.
I cried so badly that day too.
You can't blame that why I will angry.
cause its really hurt.
I angry you so much is because I care you the most.
When teacher asked, the first I think of was you.
But eventually you never raise up your hand.
That day after got your message, I still think that wanna talk back to you.
But..I never do so. Cause the wound is too deep.
anyway, am okay now. Since yesterday.
I didn't talk to you cause I have nothing to say what. lol.

This post is just wanna tell you that why I angry you the most.
So you should feel happy.
:P

Desperate.

Today I've scolded by the teacher again. Cause I copied the analysis of BM from my friend.
The time when she scold me, I really felt very not reconciled to it.
Especially when teacher asked "Siapa bukan buat sendiri?"
cause I know that I was not only the one who copied from others.
I know "she" copied from others too.
Just the difference is, I was photocopied and she was copied by writing.
I really damn felt like want to say out your name as teacher said "why she can do and why you can't"? LOL. It is really done by herself?
Eventually I didn't say it out just because of the word, FRIEND.
I know if teachers know that, she will be scolded too.
So I'd decided to keep my mouth shut.
Then teacher told her, "kalau dia yang gagal, awaklah orang pertama yang kena ! You best friend dia kan?"
You've respond nothing about it.
teacher then asked again, "siapa best friend Ang Pui Ling?"
No one of you dare to admit !
After few times teacher asked, finally one of them raised the hand and say, "Saya".
The girl is not that close to me compared to few of them.
The one that I know since I was standard 5 also respond nothing on it.
I don't know why I want to protect her at the beginning.
How stupid am I.
I'd burst into tears at the moment.
I've tried to control myself but I just can't do it!
Today only I know,
you girls meant so important for me, but I meant nothing for you all.

Thanks teacher,
thanks for letting me know how many best friend I actually have in the class.

Today our class was warned by the teacher again.
She always ask us to reduce the time that we used to spend on surfing net.
I did.
I confess that I already get used to log in my fb to check over it. Even I know there is nothing special to check with. But after all its a habit.
It's already quite some time I never loitering on fb over 1 hour daily.
About blog, I will just update when I have something to share.

Today we have discussed about the benefit to be a blogger.
Ya, teacher, you also know that we have the right to say whatever we want in the blog. As long as it never offence against the law. Isn't?

We have the RIGHT to blog anything at anytime.
Its such a way to give vent to something that we cannot vent orally.

You can instruct us to reduce the time to blog but you cannot instruct us to stop blogging.
That's our right.

Btw, today I'd chided by the teacher again. Its always the same reason : I've forgot to bring the book.
I was not bluffing.
I just don''t know why I always took the wrong one.
She wants A, I brought B,
she wants B, I brought C,
she needs C pula, I brought A.
I'm not lying, am serious !
May be there's really have something wrong with my brain so that I cannot control my brain well and always forget about something.
She said am getting worse in her eyes.
Just because of I always didn't bring things and she said that.
I try to get better ever before. But now, I really don't feel like strive for any better duh since am such a rubbish for her.

Alright.
That's the things I wants to grumble.
Byeee.