31th.August.2009 @ Mid Valley.

I'm freaky tired today!
Suppose to sleep again after taken my breakfast.
after 2-3 minutes i was lying on the bed, i got Jacky's call.
I've forgotten that i promised him to go out with him today =X
So yeah, i don't ever ffk others.
so i got up immediately and dressed up myself.
Went to Mid Valley.
Guess what?
i stayed at there for around 2 or 3 hours and just for yum cha.
Luckily Annie was there :)
Got home around 6pm. Awww really be tah han. Tired like hell! 30th's post will update soon, stay tune! ;)

Bloody Saturday.

The day before yesterday, i went to bed around 9.
then woke up at 2am plus,
online until 4am plus then sleep again, until 8++am. wth
how crazy was me? lol.
Alright, just rotten at home as usual today.
Well..Kino called me just now.
we were hogging on the phone for 1 or 2 hours.
he told me that,
"wanna get your faith is really so difficult, but i know i can do it, you will trust me some day soon."
"time can change everything"
lol. sounds familiar?
yeah, you had told me the same thing, 10 months ago.
so, now you know why i always don't trust in you? :)
Kino had made me laughed.
i'd smile happily when i'm talking to him.
thanks, Kino (:

love is gone! :D

I just came back from my English tuition,
and i heard some news from Mr.Kumar,
its kinda astonished!
hmm wei seng, you're a good guy.
i think you will deserve a better girl, like her? lol (:
now only i get wise to what are you talking about before.
cause both of you have a common point.
you would know it soon.lol (:
And for you,
you no need to care about me, i'm okay.
Just trust your feel and make your decision.

There's no one can help you. =]

So yeah, i'm really fine now :)

as you know, i heard the news.

And i think i shouldn't be sad for it anymore. lol

so.. sei zai!

remember friends is so important.

you had dump them once,

so don't do it again! ;)

Family day :)

It's freaking 3:24am now,
and yeah.. i woke up at 2am! wthhh.
Well, i never take my breakfast ytd.
as you know, i'm not in a good mood yesterday.
my dad keep blah me.
So yeah, in order don't to let him worry too much.
I'd decided to have my lunch with him. aha!
Went to eat bah kut teh, long time never eat it. lol
then went to Econsave.
my mom wanna buy something.
So i bought some waffle and eat while waiting for them (:

My dad was going to Ipoh at 5pm.
before he went there,
we were going to the ktv which for the elderly people. lol
my dad like to go there,
he like to sing, SO MUCH. lol
since he gotta go Ipoh soon, so we would like to spend the time with him :D

haha. alright, same thing to you, again.
Take good care of yourself, daddy.
Don't worry about us, we will be fine here.
but you must miss us kao kao you know? haha.
Anyway,
IMISSYOU, dad :)

Bye.

口是心非
这就是女孩子的本色
口说 不爱了 不想了
心呢? 真是这样吗?
一直都在等
一直以为会有你回来的一天
这么爱过.. 谁会舍得?
我不知道你跟她在一起只不过是要让我死心?
还是你真的爱她?
昨天 你终于把我的梦摇醒了
不等了 你不回来了
我会学着把你忘了
留下的回忆 得空再来拿回去吧
一次又一次的伤害
我终于死心了
不想再哭了
真的彻底死心了
现在我已经没有资格再说什么
只希望你们会幸福 :)

26.August.2009 @ Sunway Pyramid.

went to Sunway with my sis today, then wait there alone -.-
Met with wei seng around 1.
He told me that he will bring his friends along.
but i dunno that fellow, so i asked Darren to accompany me.
Before Darren came,
we went to A-LOOK,
wei seng bought a spec.
hmm quite nice la actually. lol :)

Met my darling Jean and Fionna afterward.

Both of them looks pretty too without make up

jealous sial. lol (:

Then met with wei seng's NEW FRIEND.

May be they will couple some day, who knows? ahaha.

Well, Darren came around3.
He's coming with his 3 other friends.

WELL.
We have nothing to do at sunway, its really so bored -.-
so, we went to McD.

On the way to mcD, i saw the monkey, Ken Ming. lol

He's getting leng cai, man!

i can't really recognise him! ahaha
So yeah, prittle-prattle at mcD for a while.

Went to arcade afterward. Saw Jean's bro at there. But never say hello to him, cause we're not really close. lol.

Chilling at Baskin Robbin before the movie is start (:

Banana singing "An Jing". lol. The guy is so funny! but its too bad i've forgotten his name =X. Oh ya! don't forget to ask him where's the toilet when you saw him! *You guys will know what i meant if you did it. lol* So yeah, managed to catch the movie, Dance Flick. We're laughed like hell all the way. lol.

Joined my fam after movie, then ciao from pyramid around 7 plus.

Anyway, i had fun today! Thanksss. :D

25.August.2009 @ Niu Ze Xui.

Supposed to go swimming today, with my classmates.
then i think you all will know what's happened next..
They all ffk, again. lol
aiya, ady used to it la.
That's why i'm nothing now. lol
Sigh. I'm alone at home today, since morning.
My bro and sis went to their friend's house.
and my parents went for dating.
So, just stay at home online to spend the time.
Watched some video, guess guess guess
i like "Wu Zhong Xian", he's so damn humorous! :D
Click on the link below, the guy is so crazy!
he did his own experiment,
don't thought that he's trying to make us laugh, he's so serious weiyhh xD.
The upper session was about him and the lower session is about a woman.
She is a Taiwanese, and guess what?
She was Micheal Jackson's close friend!
OMG i can't believe it!
Admire sial!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKvvLoyJY04&feature=related

huuuu~
what i did in the whole afternoon is just..
online, sleeping, wake up, online, sleeping, wake up, online, sleeping and wake up! -.=T
So.. yeah, after taken my dinner.
Cedric came to pick me up.
Went to niu ze sui,
even though it is near from my house, but i'm not often go there.
That's why i don't know that all the shop are closed at night! -.-
so.. went to Fullhouse for yum cha.
We met once, one or two years ago, but that time we don't know each other.
And that day he found me on facebook.
He told me, the world is really so small.
lol yeah, i agree with him.
I have a kindergarten-mate, lol
hmm i don't really know him, but due to some reason,
my photo was at him.
And after 10 years,
i found that he is my cousin's gf's brother. ahah
its amazing! right? lol.
Some others story will share with you all next time ;)

He's moved! that's why he look so blur in the pic. aha

Anyway, thanks for the cakes, Cedric.

and Good luck! :D

kooky.

lol i met a kook just now, on msn.

HIM: hi
ME: hey
bla bla bla...
HIM: why you in my msn list? you admire me?
ME: lol i thought you added me?
HIM: OMG. I don't like girl! why you in my list? i rarely add girl in msn.
ME: how i know? i never add anyone to my list.
HIM: you like me?
ME: Of course NOT! i dunno you at all.
HIM: haha ok
ME: lol
HIM: I'm gay. i like guy.
ME: i see.

what the heckkk.
Its that any problem if he is a gay?
hmm i meant.. that's not my business.
i'd really speechless that time. lol
OMG. i'm really so damn bored at home!
sigh. why i'm like saying the same thing everyday? -.=T
k la. CIAO la.
night!

Rotten.

Urrghhhh!!!
i'm rotting at home for a whole day!
No, i think i gotta stay at home for the whole holiday.
Cause i have no transport to go outtttt!
I used to take a cab to go out usually,
cause i have no license, what to do? -.-
The taxi driver is my uncle's friend.
But now, he's sicked! Can't drive.
And Trista's bf are not coming back on this week.
What the hellllllll..
it's totally not acceptable!
I don't want to walk out to the bus stop and take the cab.
i'm sooooo lazy, as you know. ==
NONONO.
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out
i wanna go out!!!

22.August.2009 @ One Utama.

It's a rainy morning, i like this weather :)
supposed to sleep until afternoon but, guess what?
I got up at 8++, as usual. damn.
After taken my breakfast,
i've nothing to do.
Feel like talk to him in the rainy morning, dunno why. lol
But he never pick up, might be working?
So yeah, Jason came to pick me up around 2.
Went to 1u.
headed to cinema and watched the movie, G.I.Joe.
It's such a nice movie! ♥♥♥ [recommended] :D
Went to Sushi King for dinner afterward,
then brought some Japanese snacks! :D
After got home, i got his called.
He asked me about the call this morning?
then we were started with our topics.
He told me his plan in this hols.
telling happily..
he seems happier, than last time.
Even you told me you're not that happy, as i think.
i know you're just trying to comfort me.
You had found what you want,
perhaps you had made a right decision :)

21.August.2009 @ Birthday Kah Kean.

Had a performance at school today.
Remember the portrait contest that i mentioned in my previous post?
I got the third place. sigh.
It's really pissed me off.
And yan yee was mad and cried because she lose in her poster contest, lol.
Luckily PBSM got the 1st place. haha!
Had a tuition class at night.
I realised that i am really weak, especially in the tuition class.
I'm always be the slowest who hand in or done the work,
and I'm the one who got the worst result in the class. *banging the wall*
Alright, stop with those bad thingy.


Went to Kean's house after tuition.
We had fun there! ;)
Look at this boy, he was drunk!
he just drank 3 cup of wine, i think.
Worse than me! XD
I named him [千杯不醉]'s brother, [半杯就醉] ahaha.

Anyway, Happy birthday to Mr.Lee Kah Kean! :D

My day?

yesterday was 19th.
i miss him, as a friend :)
are you miss me too?
just asking for fun
if you say NO, i will not be sad
if you say YES, i will not be excited as well. ahaha
Alright, my school have some activities tmrw.
hoping it will be fun =]
oh ya.. Satu Malaysia's newest version is nice, seriously
i'm not kidding you lol.
Huuu~ i'm freaking exhausted these day.
Feel sleepy at all the time. sigh
But its okay, one more day
Holidays is start on this Saturday! Woohooo~
ehh.. wait..
i have no plan!
what am i exciting for? -.=T
hmm never mind, stay at home to do some exercise to cut down my weight is better. ahaha
Well, jean called me at noon.
She sounds so moody,
wondering what's wrong with her?
but she doesn't want to tell
she promise me will tell me the truth this Sat.
Anyhow, i'll always be here for you, darling (:
LOVE YOU.

PNS.

Went to PSN[pusat sains negara] today.
So.. needn't to study for a whole day! huuu~ :D
I just keep eating in the bus, and they were talking non-stop, as usual. lol

Its cool!

How crazy are we lol

Argghhhh~

Saw the ugly brain? its so damn disgusted!

Look at this! it was me la actually. We're trying to act like so horrible. But we aren't. ahaha
See~ the lil bird bone is so cute :D

Ciao-ed from there around 1pm.
After got back to the school,
we have to pratice for PBSM.
Its so damn bored, seriously
i'd offered my suggestion but, they was like.. urghhhh!
i wanna quit it,
but teacher don't let me to quit cause there are not enough people. wth
sigh.
Alright, feel like changing my style
most of my friends said that my old pics is nicer.
So.. feel like cut my fringe.
what about you?
any suggestion?

hey people!
i am a librarian from 17.August.2009
i've changed my school uniform.
today i look totally different
feel so weird.
perhaps i'm just not used to wear like that. lol
Alright, my skin is getting worse these day.
Those pimples is appearing another and yet another -.- OMG
Oh yaaa, some more i'm getting fatter now.
I want to lose weighttttttt !!! ~_~

Darling Jean @ Sunway pyramid

Outings with my darling Jean yesterday, pyramid again. lol
went to red box for sing K session ahead.
awww i miss her so much! :D

Went to eat ice-cream afterward.

mine was strawberry flavour and her was red bean :D

Had a window shopped then having our lunch at Canton-i.

Went back to Jean's home around 6 plus, i think. Before take the bath, jean was playing with my hair. She's too bored. ahaha

Saw it? her masterwork. lol
Do you realize the last two pics of mine looks like a 5 or 6 years old's child? haha.

See~ i stacked them up! :D

Her mom send me home around 10 plus. Thank you, auntieee (:

Muahahaha I did it! :D

lovely :D

see~ its a nice view =]
if you take notice of the pictures,
you can see a start in both of the pics.
I like the sky,
it looks nice at all the time
even morning, afternoon, evening or night :D
when you feel grief or depress,
try to look at the sky,
and you will be much more better :)
Alright,
i'm totally okay now, my friends.
Don't worry (:
I did urged you not to leave again and again
but i failed at last.
或许我只是习惯了你
text you every morning after i got up,
waiting for your call at night,
and reported to you whenever i go. lol
Never thought that our moment of end was so fast.
Anyhow, i have to put an end on this story.
We are still friend. Best friend! ;)

Daddieee.

have a lot of activities in school these day.
i'd take part in a portrait contest.
but i'v no mood to draw anything right now.
and tmrw gotta hand in the portrait. sigh
Contrarily, i'd interested in drawing banners.
Suppose to stay back at school to finish it with my other friends.
but i've no transport to go home if i stay back.
So..sorry, girls! ;)
Alright, daddy went to Ipoh for work yesterday.
go there for 1 month, i think.
take care ya, dad.
I miss you :)

i was fall asleep just now
suddenly lee min called me..
have to say sorry to karmen mow
cause of her, i can be safe in M'sia. lol
btw, i can repeat again that i never try to pretend.
i'm not acting innocent.
i just write out my feeling, as you all
when i say i'm right, u all will say that i'm wrong.
when i say i'm wrong, u all say that i'm acting innocent.
So what can i do is just don't mention about these all anymore.
I said sorry to Karmen,
cause i will say sorry to a person when i really did wrong.
if that's not my fault, so why i gotta say sorry?
Anyway, just want to let you all know that i'm not trying to destroy the friendship between you all.
Sorry for my words and thanks for teaching me what to do.

I love M'sia :D

Lee min,

i'd treat you as my friend, really

i've nothing to say when you're scolding me or what

i would get angry but i wouldn't scold you back, cause we are friend.

may be you don't think so.

But for me, we are.
Anyway, i accepted your apologise :)

cause everything is passed.

About Karmen,

can i ask you something?

hmm did i do anything that offended you?

I never scold you, never criticise you, and never talk to you.

Is that any problem with you?

My blog is lame so you might not to come and read it

I've been exhausted to reply

And there have nothing i can say to you.

I will say sorry to lee min cause i feel guilty when i saw she quarrel with wei seng.

But you?

I never even do anything on you!

So don't expect that i will say sorry to you.

If you feel like scolding me, just scold la

write what you want

i don't care

i won't delete and i won't read

just write until you're satisfied.

___________________________________________________

Well, had a nice day in school today with my friends.

we were doing some crazy things in the class, and the teacher didn't care. ahuh!

Look at this,

this girl is one of my best friend, named Chui Yee.

She always get the best result in my class,

but don't think that she is smart.

There are a lot of thing that she doesn't know,

most of the time she'd ask something as a kid. lol

She's the sun in our class which light my day up everyday :D

She's "chubby", but shes kind.

that's why i like her ;)

We tied her hair up, made her look like a panda XD.

Sorry, if i offended anyone of you.

Pardon me, i'm not trying to act like so innocent.

Why I have to act like this?

am i wanna you all to scold him?

NO! and please don't

He is a really a good guy, a good friend, and a good boy friend.

This time i am the one who did wrong.

So this is what i deserved.

What i wrote in my previous post is just wanna tell him..that..

I hope he will come back to me, but i know it couldn't be.

So now what i am hoping for is just we can be best friend, just like last time.
Wei seng, and you all =)

Remember that day we went to Lagoon?

It was so fun that day! i miss it.

Can we do it again?

[even i'm not in the pic, but i love it ;)]

that day i text you, and you seems..couldn't make it.

Don't like that, wei seng.

It's passed. You should forget it and start all over again, and me too.

I know i can do it, but not now. Give me some time (:

Oh ya, not to forget.

Thank you for all who supported and comforted me in past few days.

Especially Jean. Don't worry darling.

I'd promise myself don't to cry anymore.

Cause I know it is useless (:

Love ya ♥

够了! 不要吵了...
"你们"不帮忙就算了 不要再落井下石了..好吗？
我承认我是个贪钱的女人 但那是以前的事了
跟他在一起后，我真的变了
你们一直认为我约他出去只是因为想让他帮我付钱？
我只是想见见他而已..那都不行？
他没钱的时候我也会帮他付
你们不信可以亲自去问他
我贪钱？你们了解我多少？
你们只知道他对我的好 你们有没有想过我为他付出的？
我知道你们不喜欢我，因为我把他抢了过来
我不喜欢他跟女生来往
你们有站在我的角度帮我想过吗？
你能接受到你的男友每天身边都一大堆女生围着？你们不会担心吗？
说真的，我不是喜欢去clubbing，只是贪玩点罢了..
我要改 可是你们都不给我机会
anyway, thanks for helping.

你怎么变了那么多？
到现在为止，我不相信你跟我分手的原因就只是因为那次的clubbing
更不相信你是因为一个没见过面的女孩而跟放弃了10个月的感情
昨天跟你见了面 总算死心了吧..
在sunway逛街的时候满脑子都想着你
那里有很多我们的回忆
开心的 不开心的..
经过大头贴的店，更是受不了
看到那块板.. 还记得吗？你把我们的2张照片贴了上去
昨天我把第一张撕了下来，第二张就由你去撕吧..
记得要亲手把它撕下来.. =)
我了解你
还有什么东西想拿回去就拿吧
不必找些借口要回的
我不会介意的
想让你知道，在这10个月里
我没有做过对不起你的事情，如果你了解我，你会相信我 :)
还有，想跟你说声谢谢
这段日子真的好幸福 (:
不要再跟我说对不起了，你没有错，错的是我
这是第一次，也是最后一次 =)
我们还是朋友吧？;)

SORRY.

我知道我骗你是我不对..
真的很对不起
看起来这次你真的很生气
因为我做了一些你不喜欢的事..
我以后不clubbing了，i promise
昨天那封信息后，还以为没事了..
刚才很开心地回家，想告诉你这星期六想见见你
看了那封信息后，我想我不必多问了..
16天后，就是我们在一起的第10个月了
27天后，就是我们第一次见面的那天
这么快已经10个月了
这10个月里面，我们经过了很多事
开心的 不开心的...
坚持了这么久，这样就放弃了吗？
或许你觉得我们在一起是个错误的选择..
你想放弃，我也不怪你
我不是个好女友
不听话
每天顶嘴
喜欢闹情绪
总爱说你是错的
总不叫你一声'老公'，也不让你叫我'老婆'
总不让你跟女生出去
总不让你去cc
不让你做你喜欢做的事..
或许离开后 你会觉得比较快乐
因为你终于可以做你爱做的事了
再也不会有人管你
不让你去这里 不让你去那里
要几点回家都可以
不必向别人报到
不必解释迟到的原因
不必赶着回家
多轻松自在
我不想多说了 该说的都说了..
只是想告诉你，我从来都没有后悔过
我相信我的选择是对的

Exhausted.

Home around 4am last night, then online until 5am++ only went to bed.
And guess what? I got up at 9am today. Darn!
I've no appetite today, ate some nasi lemak for my breakfast.
Never take my lunch today, but didn't feel hungry at all.
see, so cute right?
prefer pooh pooh one :D.


aha! let you guys smile smile 1st =D.
hmm i think most of you know chinese, right?

原来如此~

1st.Aug.2009 @ Sunway Pyramid.

Went out with Trista today, her bf tagged along.
She had a tuition class at Saturday actually, finish at 12pm.
But then today the class had been postponed to 2pm until 3pm.
I finished preparing around 1 and I waited her come to pick up me for 5 hours.
See~ that's Ms.Ang Lay Yee -.-
Suppose to catch the movie Land Of The Lost,
but there was too many people queuing up to buy the movie tickets. So.. We gave up.
While shopping, i saw Momo.
It's been a while i saw him.
While we were chatting, his gf was came. So, it's time to go. lol.
Went to take our dinner at Jusco food court.
The couple were camwhoring afterward while i'm sitting alone without baby :(
Btw, the sizzling yee mee has a nickname called "吃不完的面"
The yee mee was like never reduce, that's why i can't finish it. Not my fault :)

Went for yum cha session at night, with [bf Trista]Wee Sean's other friends.
One of the guy bought me this.

haha cute right?
Actually he bought 3 for me,
another one is a lil bear. The cutest one!
But ended up it's gone unconsciously.
Don't know which fellow had stolen it. lol.
Well, i'm sooo tired today, going to bed now.
Ciao! ♥